Flowers

My flowers, they could bring
So much memories
Or you wont feel a thing
Beacuse you used to freeze
All my emotions
Everything i am
All my devotion
I can barely stand
Here my final pray
Help me understand
In the dark i found
A way to release
Fear that lives inside
And you could never trust
In power of being alone
But all thats left is dust
And need to survive on my own
I crave for the beast
While i feed the human
With tears of an angel
Now im just a stranger
In the mirror on the wall
Something holds the danger
But im letting myself fall
And i did so its true
My flowers fade to blue
In this game i know
Ill be the one to lose
When the sky speaks
I listen care fully
But when it starts to rain
I swallow the pain
God knows ive tried
To go against the walls
Inside my mind
There wont be another
Way to beilive
That i could get through
My flowers fade
All colours on you
They wash away
All things we said
It doesnt get easy
But. Nobody will see me
The way you did
i am the book
Unread from your eyes
Still waiting from words
To fall from the skies
Read me write me
And try understand
Everything i touch
Goes out from my hands