Other Me

My sin has different colour
This movie will never end
My body's lost all power
And baby I can't mend
This posion has different taste
Drugs won't work anyway
I've lost shape of my face
I write but it got erased
I dance in dark and hope
To find a light on my own
There is a way to cope
But devil is waiting for his loan
Everything has it's price
And this is bigger than life
I shouldn't really think twice
About fighting for whats right
But lately I don't recontize
Difference between evil and good
It's seems harder to find
The light from my childhood
The happiness never comes
Piano understands my pain
I just wanna dream and run
To place where never rains

My sin won't be forgiven
I accepted what I don't understand
Somehow I decive my faith
And she is out my hand
What will set myself free?
There needs to be a way
Please just let me be
The one that's gone away
Darkness my old friend
I didn't come here again
For a friendly time
I just ask about the when
Can you leave me behind
I wanna kill this part of me
The mask that grows to be my face
She took every single part
That's how she learns to embrace
There is someone inside me
It's not the person I am
Living like ghost to break free
I'm helping him to destroy himself
I make a hell feels like home
I'm like moon always half that hides
I can't breathe here alone
But i need to go on with a ride
Everyone has the mask
It's privilege to be who you are
But I took highest risk
That's why my shiny stars
Again turns to dark

The grass won't get greener
Or sky more blue
If I change my colours
And decided to kill you
But you shouldn understand
You're not part of the plan
That is why you need to leave
So again, i could be
The person I am today
You're getting in my way
I'm paying the price it costs
To the person I've just lost
The alter ego needs to go
I don't want this in my life
Character that develops
The devil by all means
But I am the creator
Of my personal hell
I pay the pleasure with pain
My wishes serves me well
When i touch your hand
You turn around
And saw it's not my shadow
It's who i am
My soul has locks
And i may never find
A way to unlock
What's in my mind
I hate the darkness in me
But light doesn't exist without it
I need to vanish me
If i want her to go away
In forest of my mind
I found what's hidden deep
If i close my eyes forever
I would pray to loose bad memories
They would say ''it's fine my child
i heard your weep,
go back and smile
we offer you eternal sleep''