Dead

I guess everyone i like
Are just hard to reach and hold
I guess they got away
Cause i dont listen what my brain has told
My young body, but my soul is old
And ive been trying to protect
But somehow everyone rejects
And the way that i react to their act
Is like some immature kid
Without favorite toy
And ive just been object that they enjoy
And then throw away
I wish i could go other way
Look the other side
But my heart dont always ask
Whats best for me now
And someqay, somehow
I hope you are happy
Cause ill take a bow
For what youve done
I take my crown
For what youve said
When i lay on colder side of the bed
I remember it all in my head
And i play dead

I play dead for the love thats over
I raise white flag cause i see
All the shit that run me over
With you standing there like a king
Im a peasant with heart of gold
Rubbed against the wall
And into my light you will see
That you got me buried
Now im blind with no way
I cant recontize well
My heart lost map
Cause harsh words that were said
Red and bruised like pur hands
Oh darling screw what you meant
Cause were threw in the end
And i turn colder side of head
And i listen voices said
And i hate you, i hate myself
And i play dead
Enough done enough said
And were ao dead