Last song

I tried to find a hope
In the arms of a stranger
And tried it so hard
But i felt a danger
I am too smart
To be played like this
And i thought
This cant be our last kiss
But you're gonna miss this..

I'm biggest threath
To myself cause
The one i wait
Got me back in hell
And i never ask
For any help
So i wasnt allowed
To express myself
Sad i wasn't allowed
To reveal myself..

Sometimes i wanna
Run to you
And sometimes
I just wanna run
So its my song
That you dont deserve
That's why
Its the last one

I tried holding on
To something
That used to belong
But not to me, not my destiny
It's just what i imagine to be
I tried to jump in waves
And i started to drawn
I have been in this place
Now you push me
Even more down

I had biggest hopes
That my hands will reach
The one who was close
Back to me
That was my blindess
But now i see

Broken soul and
spilled vine
I guess this is
My last time

I tried giving all ive got
To someone who never
Saw the real me
I tried but wanst enough
She nevee felt me
Why would be so faithful?
To someone so ungrateful
I'm not trying to be hateful
But your silence doesnt speak
Like mine

So this is the last time..

I tried stealing from time
Something that was
Never or will ever be mine
But now i say
It's nevermind
In the darkest corners
Of my broken mind
I found the strenght
To say what's really there
When i am so scared
But eventually
I burned my feet
On your ground
And started to run
This song..
This is the last one...

Your game is getting old
I wont play it anymore
So lock your heart
And shut the door
This place was never
My home
Tonight i'm sleeping alone
Truth can burn your throath
If you swallow too much
If you crave for that touch
I just need to ..
Spread my wings
And fly..
Cause trust me, like God
This is the last time