New Years Eve

I know that love
Can turn to dust
I know heartbreak
Can take off trust
But this late december
You'll remmeber
Oh you'll remmeber
Touch so sweet
Kiss so tender

I know that this
Must be hard
Cause to build
You need to know
Whete to start
Where is our
Crown of faith?
Where is our
Mind state?
It is too late?
Cause it was great

And i really pray
I really pray
One day i wont say

That it will never be you
It will never be me
It will never be us
Kissing under xmass tree
That it wasn't us
That it's my illusion
Just a lost memory
Did i made up everything?
Was it all just story
In my head?
Crying alone on Holidays
Wishing i was dead
Maybe i am
And so we
Were never
Wht we were supposed to be
Its all a dream

I know it's pain
Cause i stare at it
Listening to rain
I know it hurts
Not just me
But this late december
Will you ever remember?
I hope you will
Cause ill never forget
I know it's fear
Keeping you away
But i want you still
I want you here

And i pray
Every single day
That one day
I wont have to say

That it will never be you
It will never be me
It will never be us
Walkong by the river
Proud and happily
That it wasn't us
What i saw in my vision
Oh God its my illusion
Filling empthy places
Is it all in my head?
Cause i see you in
All of those faces
It cant be replaced babe

But on New Years Eve
I havent reicive nothing
Maybe thats all we are
Lonely like stars
So we're never be
What we're supposed to be
It's all a dream
A beautiful nightmare

I'm waiting for clock
To show me the midnight
I'm waiting for savoir
To show me the real lights
And it is so scary
To wake up alone
With all of these feelings
Nowhere to go..
But home

On New Years Eve
I wasn't the one
That got away
And in the morning
You realize
That the eyes you
Didn't want to see
Are the one
Staring at your shadow
As we separate ourself

And i said
''I got it, i'll leave, i don't need your help''

I know that love
Can turn to dust
I know that mask
Can fall off sometimes
I know you're scared
And that is okay
But no one gave me
Reason to stay
I guess ill just
Go my own way
I guess you call
If you think this is real
And if not
We both know how u feel
We both know how you don't
I won't gave myself, i won't
If you're coming off like that
Please don't