c'ést la vie

This castle is burning The person you are turning to be The red goes white The rain goes ice The street is blind But my eyes finally see I hold on to anything Then i stop and stare Until I see you there But you're not there So i see you everywhere You're not here Or i don't see that clear Maybe it's only fear But i stop and stare And im burning scared This vision in my head The wishing that i'm dead This house turns to dust The cards are off the table I'm not stable but i must Follow the map to your heart I hold my hands to everything Then i stop and stare Until i notice music there But your voice doesnt come from there So i hear it everywhere You're not here I'm kissing my fears But i stop and stare And i'm burning scared Even though you think How i sound immature Or maybe just insanely insecure What a rainy ending to such a beautiful day What a shame you haven't call me to stay To stay.. But baby i just s...

I tried to find a hope In the arms of a stranger And tried it so hard But i felt a danger I am too smart To be played like this And i thought This cant be our last kiss But you're gonna miss this.. I'm biggest threath To myself cause The one i wait Got me back in hell And i never ask For any help So i wasnt allowed To express myself Sad i wasn't allowed To reveal myself.. Sometimes i wanna Run to you And sometimes I just wanna run So its my song That you dont deserve That's why Its the last one I tried holding on To something That used to belong But not to me, not my destiny It's just what i imagine to be I tried to jump in waves And i started to drawn I have been in this place Now you push me Even more down I had biggest hopes That my hands will reach The one who was close Back to me That was my blindess But now i see Broken soul and spilled vine I guess this is My last time I tried giving all ive got To some...

I know that love Can turn to dust I know heartbreak Can take off trust But this late december You'll remmeber Oh you'll remmeber Touch so sweet Kiss so tender I know that this Must be hard Cause to build You need to know Whete to start Where is our Crown of faith? Where is our Mind state? It is too late? Cause it was great And i really pray I really pray One day i wont say That it will never be you It will never be me It will never be us Kissing under xmass tree That it wasn't us That it's my illusion Just a lost memory Did i made up everything? Was it all just story In my head? Crying alone on Holidays Wishing i was dead Maybe i am And so we Were never Wht we were supposed to be Its all a dream I know it's pain Cause i stare at it Listening to rain I know it hurts Not just me But this late december Will you ever remember? I hope you will Cause ill never forget I know it's fear Keeping you away But i w...

Do you think i'm special one? Do you feel that it's over now? Do you wanna begin again? Are we lovers or friends or Something close to an end? I know you only wanna defend Yourself cause you don't wanna Blend in Do you think that w're not enough? Do you smile when we're out of touch? Does it excersize your heart? When you push me in the dark Are we close at all or are we that far? Do you think it's getting bizzare? Do i think we are in condition, Where we would create a definition? No, cause we're about to lose our time Do you think it's final mission? Do you think i'm in position, To always follow up your tradition? But you don't mind, do you mind? We are running out of time Do you think you're on right road? Do you wanna discover the code? Of being happy and alone? Cause your heart is closed You don't wanna be exposed Do you mind, do you mind? Cause i decline to be defined ...

You dont even like me And that's cool But you shoudln't use Someone as tool To trick loneliness With a little moment of brief And that's mean You dont even like me And that's fine But you shouldn't take Moment that shines Then turn it into Undefined things That only consist Moments that you miss So be who you are And say it like it is You dont even like me And that's great But you shouldn't use As bait To catch some feelings That ain't there It's not fair One day i'm gonna reicive Message that you're gonna leave And that's price i'm gonna pay When you plan to walk away You dont even like me And that's bad Cause when we walk other way You never turn your head Looks like i'm alone in this So why should i miss A good kiss? From someone who will Never feel the same You need to end Cause it's your game You don't even like me But it's your shame That you bear And wear like a nec...

I'm glad you don't care Cause we're running out of time To save our little story From fading out I'm glad you're okay Cause i won't say another hello And if you ask for reason why It's onnly risk of saying goodbye I know you're fine With walking away But now i just wish You'd come with the rain Cause water is clean But there is fear in my veins My face says happy But my eyes say pain And i cant hide All the things i wanna say And you make everyone else Look so irrelevant Honey all those elements Are my posion And my soul has evidence Thar you're my certain death And my medicine I'm glad you're happy now Cause i am happy for you I won't try anything new Since we are completely through It's sad cause it's true I'm glad you're fine Cause i won't say another hello It's only risk of saying goodbye Right now i wanna die And take a deep breath In asking myself why Why does it hu...